I don't know if you can hear me,
or if you even care.
I don't know if you will listen,
to my humble prayer.
There are no words. How can I explain. This can't fail, it just can't.
It is so hard it is so madly hard.
I don't know what to do.
It hurts!
Everything hurts.
My eyes
My head
My arms
My feet
My neck
My mind
My heart
How in the world am I going to do this. All on my own. Never felt this much alone.
Really, is there someone that can actually hear me?
I want someone to hold around me. Not just people do normally. Just really hold around me. Hold tight. Don't have to say anything. Just hold me tight! Really tight. I need to feel that my body is connected to each other. Not just one arm flying away one way and another hand flying another way.
I need to feel that I am one.
I need someone to hold me tight!
