I'm not embarrassed about it, just hate when people judge!

"And he gave some, apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, pastors and teachers;" 
                                                                                                                          Ephesians 4:11


Ok. I know that all the gifts that we get from the Holy Spirit isn't written in this verse. But I think it is not a gift from The Holy Spirit to judge.


I'm kinda angry because of people judging. I don't like judging.
Especially when I'm trying to do something really positive and  trying to do the right thing.
I'm not really going deeply into the thing that I'm talking about but yes. Some people have been judging me because of something, and I hate it, I really do. But I don't hate the people that are doing it. I still love them, even though they are hurting me like.. a lot!


God knows what I'm thinking..  He always understand me. 
He is the ONLY ONE that can judge me.. so all you people BACK OF! It's God's job! NOT YOURS!


Thank you!

I can feel the summer .. and my allergy!

I love summer !! -  I love sun !!  - I love my friends !! - I love my dress !! - I love being on my toes !!

I woke up and saw this huge yellow thing in the sky. It was the sun shining.

I wanted to go swimming.. but I didn't. But I wanted to go outside and do something. Of course I didn't but I decided to go after work. So I thought about going to the Icelandic beach. Maybe alone.. I never do that. But I thought.. that would be really interesting so I packed a blanket, some books and a photo camera.
Then I wanted to wear a dress. and I just got a new dress so I wore that.. :D Then I went to the bus station with a smile on my face in my dress and sunglasses on my .. head.
Tralala la la laa la la.

Then I worked and couldn't wait to be done. But it was okay though.

After work.. I called my friends .. haha.. just to see if they wanted to come with me.. and they just asked me first if I wanted to talk a walk on the beach.. PREFECT ! Hahaha.
I think I'm going to my garden tomorrow if it's this nice weather tomorrow to and lay on a blanket and just read. :-) With some.. juice and hopefully cookies. And in a dress with sunglasses.

and then come inside before I go to work sneezing and it-zing and all of that because of my allergy !! Just like I  am now.

I'm going to stop now and keep talking to some handsome guy ;-)

Over and Out

The teardrop is about to come..

I'm trying not to let it go. But I want to let it go just not here. I want to go somewhere where I am alone. I feel stupid, I feel sick, I feel.. like crying .. and cry all night.

I don't really feel like writing..
I need a big sister.. That's it.. Then I can be in her arms crying and crying and crying.. and she would understand me... and love me.

Can't wait till Jesus comes.

Birds, worms, friend, the mall, hot chocolate with caramel taste ..

So I was waiting at the bus stop today and watching 2 birds that were behind me.. (well I turned so they weren't any longer behind me) and they were always putting their hand down. Or at least one of them. I was looking more at one of them than the other. First I just though.. is he just eating dirt? because there is no way that there are so many worms like just in the grass there. I kept watching.. and noticed that the bird wasn't eating dirt.. he was eating worms!
Then I started wondering how in the world this little bird with this tiny eyes can see these worms in the grass!! I can't see them with as big eyes as I have.. not that they are like really big.. but bigger than the birds. And I bet some birds don't see very well but there is no bird who has glasses.. (or I haven't seen a bird with glasses.. ) It's so weird how so little creatures can be like so big.. haha. don't really how to say this better than this. But I think it's really cool! But I feel sorry for the worms though..



Neeeexxt



Friends are one of the best thing you can have.

I met my friend today. I love that friend. She's so nice.
We walked together, talked and drank hot chocolate with caramel !! (it's really good) She's like the best best friend ever! <3
She doesn't judge you even though you are really stupid and do stupid things. She still loves you for who you are. I'm really happy for that since I'm not close to being perfect.
I don't know what I would stop being friend with this person are something would happen to her! I know I would cry like my eyes out!
She's my model. and if you don't know her.. you should! I'm so thankful for her.

I could end this with some boring sad thing.. but I think I'm just going to end this like this and with a big smile :

I think I like this guy..

So I "met" this guy a month ago or so and I was really shy. So I didn't say much. I heard that he was funny and that's it. I didn't really think of him after that.. or like not like think of him think of him.
Almost a week ago he added me on facebook. The next day I decided to just say Hi to him and said hi back and did -> :O face.. So after that.. we were just joking around and like talking like we had known each other. I started to think he was really fun guy. Then he asked me when he could meet up with me.. !!! That was yes. Haha nevermind. Enough from that. But we decided to meet somewhere in the evening. But then we both were bored the day so we decided to go for a walk and talk. But sadly.. he had been sick so he didn't feel like going for a walk. :-( But I met him in the evening. He is a fun guy!

And boy, I would die if he would find out this blog! x''D

What an awful way to end your grunnskóli !

I'm so thankful that the body is 71% water.. other wise I would be dry inside and dead.  I cried a lot yesterday. It felt good until.. I couldn't stop. It was hard to breath. I was angry. I was confused.

I want people to love me for me - and it seems like that's really hard.

You know everyone on this planet are different, have different personalities and so on. Some have the same one but still different. Well, it seems like mine is not good enough for some people and those people think there is just something wrong with me because of that. Oh, no.. it is sooooo not hard to hear that. :'(  This is just how I am and many people just think it's a positive thing.. but not everyone.

Adults .. we should respect them! Yup.  But some people don't act like they are!   I don't like people who say bad words, it really hurts hearing it. Especially if they are yelling at me and using it. That makes me cry.

It's my graduation on .. Friday. I'm really looking forward to graduate but not really my graduation.  

So yes.. This is what happend yesterday... in a .. hmm.. "not deeply getting into it" saying.

                                                                                          P.s. Feel free to give me a hug ! <3 I will like it :-)