Is it what I wand to do or is it what GOD wants me to do?

I'm always learning something new!

It's really hard for me to breath. I'm so..  I don't even know.. just every mood together.. but most of all confused!
So there is this guy from Hungry but he lives in England who came and was preaching in my church today and was having the youth group thing this evening. It was amazing. He told us his life story! Boy, it was amazing ! Please ask me how it was when you meet me again. AMAZING AMAZING AMAZING STORY!
I really like that guy who came and have been here a few times.

Also after today I going to happy with what the future brings me and just let God lead me on. Maybe I want something but God has another plan. If it's a big plan that I want.. but God doesn't, well.. I'll cry for a bit and I'm just going to think.. "If this doesn't work.. God probably has much better plan!"
For example.. Next school year.. I know what I want .. but still trying to see what God want's me to do and where to go. I know that He knows much better than I do. So.. from now on...  I'm not the leader. God is :-)

P.S. I'm sooo excited to see what I will do in the future !!! <3

Dentist !!

Oh, how I loved going to the dentist when I was younger!! And guess why?!?!? I didn't have any holes in my teeth!

Last week my brothers and I went to the dentist. It was a "new" one. But we didn't go to the same one. It was in a different place than usual too. We could like talk to each other me and my brothers (when they were not working on our teeth) and we could hear what that dentist were saying. So, we all had holes, because of the same thing, TANNÞRÁÐUR !! (whatever that is in english) Ohh.. how I hate it, it hurts to use it and my teeth are so close together so it's really hard to get it between with out some screaming and blood.. and pain! But I think it's more pain when the dentist fix these teeth with the holes.
So, tomorrow.. I'm going to the dentist!! Noooooooooooooooooo.. now I can't stop thinking about it.. I'm so scared of the needle! Even though dentist can be nice .. sometimes I think of them like ...

Not fun at all.
Why is there a space between our teeth? to get food stuck between and get holes? I think I'm going to put something between mine so there can't go anything between :-)

I'm going to end this blog with this cute picture :

To much at the same time..

I'm thinking that I am something that I'm not. And when I actually stop being stubborn and admit to my self that I can't to everything than I kinda look like that girl up there!

Ok so.. I'm trying to read this book, and this other book and this other book. And than I'm trying to read all these notes for my exams.
All of this is really important. So it's quit hard. I wish I was one of these people who can just remember stuff that the teachers say!! And I wish ..  I don't remember what I also wish.. my brother came in and was here for a while soo.. I forgot.

My brain is out now. Can't remember anything.. and how am I supposed to do well in my exams when I have already forgotten what I was going to say?!?

But since there is only one computer working in my house for the moment and it's not mine than I have tons of time.. but yes.. not really.
I love not being able to have computer.. than I sometimes do stuff that I can't bother to do when I have FACEBOOK.. Well.. I've written 2 poems now. I'm so happy that I did that !!
Now I'm trying to do to much at the same time.. maaaaaaaaaaan !

End of the world 21.05.2011?

My mom told me yesterday or the day before that after talking to her sister on the phone that many people are selling their stuff and get baptized in Jamaica. So all the pastors were just busy baptizing people.

First of all..

• Why are they selling their stuff before the end? Is that going to help something? If it's the end they can't really do anything with the money they get from selling their stuff. So does that make any sense selling their things before the end?

Second..

• Laughing Out Loud.. I can't remember what I was going to say next.

Well ohh.. I feel so sorry for those people. What do they do know when they see that they are still on the earth.. ?!?

And the people who got baptized.. will they now start to attend church? I really am curious what they are doing now..

Well the end of the world didn't come .. but .. ANOTHER VOLCANO erupted in Iceland !! Don't want any ash here. I don't really like it. 

But will see what happens and how it will go.

Missing people? YES !!

Iceland 

Jamaica

America

Norway

England

Finland 

Ireland

Denmark

Bulgaria

Sweden 

I'm missing people from all over the world. This is crazy. 

Well there is one place that I hope that I will go someday and I wouldn't miss anyone because everybody would be with me in the same place. 

                          New Jerusalem - HEAVEN! 

It will be so nice to be there and that's my goal to go there. I can't wait. No more pain, sorrow or anything negative. How amazing is that? 

When I really think about Heaven and how amazing it will be I just have to smile. It's too good to not smile. 

I remember when I was younger and my mom told me that in Heaven we don't get hurt or anything. And after that I dreamt I was in Heaven and was running (valhoppa) and it was the greenest gras ever and there was a little lake in front of me. I fell right in front of the lake and was about to cry because I hurt my knee but then I remembered that my mom had told me that there is no pain in Heaven so I just stood up and kept going. 

I can still remember this dream and like how it was and how it looked like. I love it.

Back home from NORWAY !

First of.. THE TRIP WAS AMAZING !!  Really miss everybody there, it was so hard to say bye to everyone!

So this is the group who went to Norway.. my class.

Norway is the most beautiful country I've been too !! It's just.. AMAZING!

It will be too long to blog about this trip. But if you want to hear something from it you can ask me and I will defiantly tell you! about the cute norwegian boys x''D ok... lol.. joke.
But I would be happy to tell you! and I'm also posting pictures from the trip on facebook now!

Just a quick blog ... I'm off to the airport after 15 min so yes..  Just finished my apple and now I'm going to brush me teeth :-D

I'm excited.. but not really.. It's like I'm going for.. forever.. I missing people.. and kinda don't want to go. But it will be fun. I'll take lots of pictures :-) If I don't forget.

That's kinda it. Except. I'm so scared of airplains so yes. But it'll be okay.

Bye Iceland
HEIA NORGE!!


Oh wait.. If you want to see our Norway Trip Blog you can !!! wohoo it's -> http://noregsferdsudurhlidarskoli.blogspot.com/

Núna bless :D

Happy, smiling people make me smile and be happy!

Oh, I loved the day! It was so nice. It was so interesting. I have lot's of thoughts and questions after this day. It was amazing. There was just joy around me. I loved it.

Yes, I just loved this day. And loved the people. They were so kind. All of them. I got tons of hugs. I loved that too. And people that I've only seen like once.. they talked to me and asked me "how are you?" I loved it. People that I didn't really know.. made fun of me.. and I loved that too. I would want to have this day on a tape.

Now I've seen something more in life. Something that other nice people believe in and it was really interesting. But.. everybody can't be right. Out of billions of churches.. one is only right ( I think ) So wow.. think about it.. no.. yes. I'm not going to say that. But wow. There are so many people all around the world that believe that their church is the right church. They really really really believe that. It makes me really happy that they believe in God and want to go to Heaven when he comes to get us.
Aren't all of these religions (Christian) just waiting and preparing for Jesus to come and get us? Telling about the gospel?  Want to do what God want's them to do?

The world is so difficult. and ok. i'm only like 15.. but I really really really just really am confused about .. lol everything.. (surprise .. I'm a human + i'm a teenager = duuuh ) No, but really. It's kinda "waist of time" (not really waist.. just don't know how to say it in another way) to have all of these churches. I mean.. boy, how can this be like this ..
Sometimes I think why did God want to have this this way.. Out of all these churches.. one of them is right. But He helps us through everything, He knows what we are thinking, He know what we really want, He knows everything.

Another thing, every church want's more members, because their church are right. Now, is everybody ready to listen to you when you are telling about your religion? Do they just think it's just like.. bull? Do they even want to listen?
I think most people are just stuck in their religion and I understand that quit well. Of course, I understand that. But, people that are talking to other people in another religion would they be ready if that same person would want to tell about his only church? It goes both way, or at least I think so. People make fun at other religions, I kinda hate that. You can be surprised with stuff and all of that but don't have to make fun out of it.  I've heard that a lot.

Okay.. I'm so going to have a speech someday soon about this. After today, I just have to.

In the end.. a BIG

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Norway in 4 days !!

Only 4 days till I go to NORWAY! 

I'm like sooooooo excited.. except all these.. (2) exams that we are taking now before we go.. I can cry my eyes out.. or.. all ready cried one of the out ;'/

Ok.. no. It's just so stressful and I'm panicking so much and I can't think and it's like I'm the stupidest person ever for not knowing some of these things. And again I feel bad for not knowing english better than I do when I am half Jamaican. It's like I was born between Iceland and Jamaica so the language I speak is just Eddash ..  and that's English and Icelandic mixed together! 

Okok.. but right now I'm going to look at the bright side of my life x''D so I'm going to tell YOU what I'm going to do in Norway. After I find the paper with our schedule .. and I got it. Btw.. it's in norwegian.. maybe I'm not saying the right things x''D But I think I am !!

So, on Wednesday, the day after we arrive we are going to some place called Ullandhaug.. and I have no idea what that is. But what I understand the most there is THE BEACH !! haha.. So we will be going there :D and eat and do some activities.

Thursday, we will go to class with the norwegian people I think and go kayaking.

Friday,  Sightseeing in Stavanger!! and some oil museum I guess. and then VOLLEYBALL ! wohoo!

Saturday, Church and then go with the youth group in the church on a canoe to some island and we will spend the night there in a tent !! EXCITING! 

Sunday, we will still be on the island and go back and then we are going to take a trip where the queen is or something.

Monday, Preikestolen!! I can't wait to go there. or.. maybe.. I will be so scared to be there.

Monday, May 7th.. It's the Norwegian National day!! So we will be joining these norwegian people for half of that day (with Icelandic flag..) and then go home to Iceland. 

I hope I will not lose my group if there are this many people!!

And yes.. there will be shopping in between this and stuff that we don't know yet. But when I will come back.. than I know what I have done and I think I'm going to write for each day in my book what we did so I don't have to worry if my brain wont work or not.

Now.. it's preparing for this english test tomorrow.. or keep on preparing.. or just facebook.

I hate it I hate it I hate it.. or at least I don't like it!

So I'm supposed to do this thing tomorrow in school about third world countries (I think it's called that) and I have no idea how to do it. My teachers says that it only takes like 20 min to do this power point thing and just with 2 slides. WHY THEN USE POWER POINT?!? -.-  
And ... everything is in english.. and I don't know all the english words.. and not even icelandic ones !! I'm so stressed and just don't know what to do. There are all these exams, homework, Norway... I don't really have time to breath.

I really want to scream now! and cry. But it wont help me go on.. but I don't know how I can when power point doesn't even work in this computer and it's the only one I can use!!! Well.. like me teachers says.. I'll just get a BIG FAT MINUS ! (or he doesn't say I'll get it, but he uses "BIG FAT MINUS" a lot")     I'm angry I'm angry I'm angry! I really need a sleep. I want to be sick tomorrow, I really want to. I get too stressed when I do stuff like this.. and last time when I did something in front of the class I was so stressed and I just couldn't stand there and talk.. afterwards I ran to the bathroom and just cried!! and the teacher that I have in this subject.. well.. I don't like him that much (as a teacher... or principle ) but I like him out of school.. so yes. I'm so afraid that I will just cry in front of the class and run out. (I know I know... :S ) I have tried to ask for help and stuff... but.. I'm a teenager.. not of people listen.


I am so stupid! ohhh..