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• I started crying while walking too the bus station.
• I felt like I didn't matter
• I wondered why
• I wanted to scream
• Why did I hide?
• Why not telling what I really think?
• I shouldn't be crying - it was my fault
• Stupid me
• God loves me 
• I prayed
• I kept on crying
• The bus came
• I had to hide it
• It was hard
• It was almost coming
• I was going to be strong
• Went out
• Cried again
• Went into the next bus
• Sat down and felt lonely 
• Heard girls talking behind me
• I wanted to join them
• Came out of the bus
• Cried again
• Came into the house
• Smiled and was hiding everything
• Didn't really tell the truth
• It was probably a lie
• I knew the answer
• I was just afraid to say it.

I was even wearing a dress.. How could this happen. 

Change my mind.. this is going to be it.